Thoughts from a Random Mind
I am concerned that I might be becoming a bit cynical as I simply don’t trust people anymore. Not even believers in Christ. That’s not a good way to be, and I admit that freely.
Some churches aren’t all that friendly. It seems like one big clique where newcomers aren’t welcome. That’s my perception of the situation, therefore, that is the reality I am faced with.
Now I don’t know anyone’s back story and I don’t know their heart. God does. I feel like I’m different than most Christians. Not better than, just different. I’m wired different. I may take my walk with the Lord TOO seriously; but is that even possible? I don’t know.
The Holy Spirit fills me with thoughts that I rush to type out. I have virtually no one to sit down and talk to about the things of the Lord. I have one or two brethren I can email, but no one to sit and break down scripture with. I am walking fine line between spending time in the Word and spending time with my wife.
Maybe some of you are experiencing some of the same thoughts and/or feelings. I consult the Lord and seek His wisdom and guidance. His leadership via the Spirit is impeccable and totally reliable. But we must tune in to the spirit of God to feel His presence in a real way. I need to refocus on the Lord and take my eyes off others who for some odd reason annoy me. I am been seeking and failing to see people the way God sees them, but I continue trying. I will come out the victor in the end because I trust God and love Him too much to allow my apparent cynicism to overtake me. May God be praised now and forever!
Until next time, walk with the King & be a blessing.
In His Name & for His Glory,
RL Keller
Bread of Life Ministries